What’s New!

June 2007 Takako and I have decided to marry and start our own family. I have given up on Stacy and hoping to be able to see my children. When the children are 18 and if they choose to see me I will be waiting for them. Zachary, Mirrissa, I look forward to the day you seek me out. I will always love you and there is not a day that goes by I don’t think about you and wish you were here with us. There will always be room for you in our family, all you have to do is choose to be with us.

2/19/07 I have finally started to organize all of my audio files. Please take a moment to listen to them. I will be adding more as I get them ready.

1/1/07 I reviewed my website access logs and found out that Stacy is the most frequent visitor on this site. She surpasses even my own access with over 3500 pages for 2006. That is quite a feat considering she only had regular access to the internet when she started working for her current employer in May. She averages 3.2 sessions per week day. With her favorite page being the “Guest book” with over 300 hits. Next favorite is “What’s New” and “Time Line” with over 200 hits last year. Its actually quite ridiculous how many hours she spends on the site. So I decided that I don’t want her on the site anymore and blocked her from further access. Hopefully this way, she won’t get fired from a job again for unsatisfactory job performance.

12/16/06 Stacy continues to do everything in her power to interfere with the father’s relationship with the children. And in her usual fashion blames the father for her behavior. She refuses to discuss lump sum payment of over $4000 dollars in back child support and to let “court ordered” visitation resume. Despite her silence, Stacy continues to be the most frequent visitor to this website with average of 3 visits per day. Mostly she looks at the guestbook and pictures of my new family. She rarely looks at pictures of her children or my writings. Anybody can easily guess what thoughts are going though her head every day.

I continue to grieve for my children but I know I am not the victim here. As a parent I wanted Zach and Mirrissa to grow up with their biological father in their lives. But I know they are strong, adaptable and resilient. And they will survive, just like children who grow up with far less. Kids will always be in my thoughts and I will never stop loving them and wishing they could be part of my life. I am filled with sadness and anger when I think of my children, but I can no longer afford to dwell on the negative. I am going to do my best to focus my attention to the people who have loved and supported me all these years. I have been blessed with a new family and we have plans for a fulfilling future together. I will be happy.

8/26/06 The new Ford “Bold Moves” commercial. It is getting controversial reviews on the internet but I was stunned to see this commercial. Why can’t the world be like the fantasy world of commercials?

8/14/06 I want to thank all of those who viewed and commented on my guestbook as well as everyone who emailed me words of encouragement recently. Your support is appreciated. Thanks again.

8/5/06 This month 2 years ago.

August 12 two years ago. August 18 2 years ago. This time 3 years ago.

8/4/06 Pictures from my trip to Washington is now ready for viewing.

July 2006 Here is the link to see what was happening this time 2 years ago. Not much has changed, same bullshit different day. To access more journal documentation, click on links on the upper left hand corner.

6/22/06 I have scanned and added some more pictures of the kids. Please check the yellow highlights on the side bar.

6/13/06 I have updated the Helpful Links. Please check out the other websites like mine.

6/9/06 I have put together a home video of our trip to St. Augustine. Regardless of what “abuse” Stacy thinks there was during the trip, I know that the kids didn’t stop smiling all weekend until the very end, an hour before it was time to go back. The video shows that so clearly. Click HERE (10MB) to download. Video is about 30minutes long. I reduced the resolution to make it downloadable from the website, so some parts may be hard to see. Movie has been removed to make room on the server. Please email me and I can send you a high resolution version by CD. David

6/2/06 I now have a guest book for everyone to sign. Please check it out and sign in. Thanks!

6/1/06 RE: Feed Back from Website.

5/29/06 I’ve located some pictures my step mom had sent me from when they visited Florida and saw the kids over Thanks Giving in 2004.

5/14/06 I want encourage people to visit this informative site which provides a questionnaire to rate the level of PAS, or Hostile Aggressive Parenting. Please take a moment to check it out. http://www.hostile-aggressive-parenting.com/evaluating_HAP_step1.asp

5/14/06 I found additional information on the web regarding the kids’ step father. I didn’t post this here until now because he had not been convicted but now decided to because of the DCF investigation. This explains a lot about Zach’s behavior. No wonder Zachary was obsessed with weapons of all sorts. Stacy reported to DCF that I bought Zachary a knife and taught him how to kill a person by slicing their neck and said that the mother “belonged in a grave”. Ironic that the person teaching him about concealing weapons for later use was actually her husband.

5/3/06 Well I have finally done it. I have seen the kids for the first time in a year. We took our vacation at St Augustine FL and I picked up the kids from Jacksonville for my weekend. See pictures here.

4/17/06 I have added some individual pages to the Journal in July 2004 around the time the Stacy tried to prevent the kids from going to Universal Studios. (7/15, 7/16, 7/20) You can reach these pages through the Calendar clicking to the appropriate year and date.

4/10/06 As always, the Time Line has been updated with some current info. I have added a new page regarding the Jeep.

I have also updated the Journal Documentation with pictures of the kids. Make sure to click on individual dates and follow the links. Newer additions are highlighted in yellow. Email correspondences have been separated by month. You can get to them by following links on the calendar on the upper left side. I am also in the process of adding introductory paragraphs to help fill in the gaps.

I also want to thank the many people who have emailed me with their support and opinion about my website. I appreciate all your kind words and concern for my children. Please continue to visit and email. All comments are welcome.