E-mails May 2003
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read!! All i ask is that you listen to me
with out making fun of me or telling me to grow up.
Importance:
High
You
dont understand, All i try
to do is talk to you, you ask me to respect
your wishes, all i am asking is that you
respect mine. I sit and listen to what
you have to say all the time. You keep telling me to grow up or get over it or deal with it, i
am trying to deal with it, but you make it very
difficult at times. I am not telling you what to do, i
am trying to ask you, It is times like
this that i feel like i
have to explain myself to you because
you treat me like i am a little kid, out of respect
for you i dont get undressed in front of you, i dont go in the bathroom when
your in there, i
always make sure that i have clothes on when you are
around, i dont sit by you , i dont touch you. But when i
request something you say your snyde remarks or you make fun of me. Or if i say something that you
dont like or you dont
want to hear you either leave or threaten to call the cops on me and have me removed or say that
you are going to take the phone away
From me. You keep saying that i will be fine or i will live,
well you know what i
have wants, feelings and desires also. You say that you like sex well you know what so do I. This is what i am talking about you being so cold to me this morning was a perfect
example of that when i asked you to please start wearing clothes and you had
your snyde little remarks to me.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please, dont take my phone.
Importance:
High
Please dont take
my phone i need it for school, to find a job and
incase there is an emergency with our
children. After today you dont ever have to worry about hearing
From me at all, i
wont call, i wont write, and when you are here you dont
even have to worry about me bothering you. You
wont even know that i am here accept for seeing my things. You dont even have to look
at me, or be in the same room with me if you dont
want me there just say so and i will get up and go to a different room no questions
asked. I wont do anything for you and i wont ask you to do anything for me. Maybe someday
you can dig in your heart somewhere and give me another chance but
until then i
will stay to myself and not intrude in your life in any way. I
never ever dreamed that loving someone could hurt so bad, or could be
so lonely. I wish only the best of
everything for you in your life. I just
hope that you know how much i deeply love you
one day. Good-bye David Lee Prather I love you with all my heart Stacy
I am sorry for all the heartache i have caused
you. I never intended for it to be this
way.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To:
'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE:
We have already talked about most of this
stuff. I will talk to you when I get home.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
what is it something you cant say by e-mail or
are you going to tell me you are moving in with her?
--Original Message-----
From: Stacy
Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE:
Importance: High
can you please reply to my e-mail, i really want to hear what you have to say. I would like it
if there were not anymore i dont
knows. Thankyou
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Privacy
Importance:
High
Stay out of my stuff, i
do not touch any of your stuff, i dont
go through your dresser i dont go through the filing
cabinet, i dont get in your
book bag, i dont enen get in your truck. I dont like you calling me a liar and i am getting tired of it, i
have not lied to you about anything, if you want to look at a liar go look in the mirror, and
you will see the biggest one of all, YOU
i give you all the respect in the world you need to
do the same for me.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'DavidP@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
I am so sorry
Importance:
High
I am so sorry for all the mean things i have said, i did not mean any
of them, i
know you dont believe me but it is true. I am sorry
From the bottom of my heart. I never meant to push you
straight into her arm permanantly, all i wanted is for
you to see how much i have changed and how much you
and the kids mean to me. And now i have messed that up for good. I wouldnt blame you if you never wanted to have any
thing to do with me ever again. I only
called you because i wanted to talk. Nothing more. i am so sorry.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
i would appreciate
it if you could be here on time tonight i can not
be late again for school. Some girl just
called here for you it was
From an
unknown number, she said you would know who it was her name was
Jamie. Please quit giving this number
out to your girlfriends or who ever she is.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
you used to care about so much, you used to
care about my feelings and the kid's.
You used to care about your job. She doesnt give a
shit what happens to you and she
certainly doesnt care if you lose your job. And
she certainly doesnt
care if you have been with that company for 5 years. You have lost your family, just because we are
living here until i finish school that doesn't make us a family you cant
have it both ways. You chose what you
wanted over your family. Now you are paying for sex, dont
ever tell the kids that we dont have the money when they want to go to a restraunt, if you
can pay for sex you can pay for them to eat out.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
To my Dearest David: I am so sorry you feel
that way, I was not aware that
everything i do makes you mad. The things i do for you and the kids is out of love for you, i dont do them for you to be mad at me. i
changed everything about me for me and
our family because you all mean more to me
then life it self. I go to school everyday for a better life and so
that maybe just maybe you would be proud
of me and not ashamed of me or where i came
From. I always thought that you were different
From the rest of the people i have met.
The things i do to try to make you happy are never
meant to make you angry at me. i am not going to change again just because i make you angry,
this is me i have changed into a much better person,
someone who cares about the furure and her family and things around her that are important, and that person cares about you
and what happens to you and that person
cares about what happens to our children. Maybe the old me didnt know how to express how she really felt or to
express appreciation for things or for
the person she loves, but the new me does and you are saying that it makes you mad. And maybe this doesnt
make sense to you but i dont know how to exactly put it in to words for
you it is just easier to try to show you
and if that makes you mad i am sorry, it was not
meant in that way. I have grown up alot in the last year since my mom past away, my mom was always angry and that is not who i want to be, I hope
that one of these days you can see the
good person that i have become and how much i have grown.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To:
'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE:
Yes you are growing. You have a long way to
go. We will see what happens in the future. Not ALL (as you put it) of your actions
make me mad. You know what makes me mad. Why you call me during business hours
to talk about our personal life is beyond me. You know better than that BS. The
only reason I can think of is you want me to get into trouble. Anyway we can talk about this later.
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy
Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE:
Importance: High
No i dont want you to get in
trouble. and no i dont want
you to lose your job. I call you at work
to talk to you because when you are at work you
cant yell at me and call me names like you do when you are here. You
have to be somewhat civilized to me on
the phone. And it seems like you listen
to me more when you are work then you do when you are here and when you
are at work you cant just walk away and
pretend like i am not in the same room with you. That is why i
call you at work. And i am not the one who said everything i do
makes you mad, you did those were your exact words to me on the phone, It is not bullshit to me it just
feels like you listen to me more when
you are at work than when you are at the house.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To:
'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE:
Whatever, Keep it up and I will be at home a
lot more.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To:
'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE:
Then we can all go live on the streets.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
all i was doing is
replying to what you said about why i call you at
work, i am
sorry if it bothers you that much i wont call you at
work anymore, but you dont have to be mean to me for replying to your e-mail. I
suppose me writing you e-mails is going
to get you fired also.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
you dont need to
be so short with me on the phone, just because you are at her house. You are suppose to be at work at 9
in the morning not leaving her house at
9. Between her and being late that is
how you are going to lose your job. You
are always in a big hurry to get me off the phone, and you talk about how i
act, i wasnt even rude to
you and you still act like it was an inconvieance for me to call you. If that is the way it is
going to be you can start doing
everything yourself.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
Importance:
High
I hope that i did
not make you angry on the phone this morning, i am
just sick and tired of everyones bullshit. You say let you take care of it
but when it comes right down to it you
wont defend me in any way. Just like you
didnt defend me when Terry called me white
trailer park trash or when takako says what she says. I still defend you even after
what you done, i
was going to go in there and fight for your job and defend you and
give them what they all deserve. But no
once again i am to just sit here and keep my mouth shut while they bad mouth me
and say bold faced lies about me. And
even after all that you still want something to do with her. I dont care what you
say but those were her exact tactics for you to come back to her and she meant what she said on the phone
that day that she didnt care at what cost it was as long as she gets what
she wants, and that is you.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'DavidP@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
Importance:
High
For your information i
have not called you 6 times since
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy
Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'DavidP@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
Just out of curiosity what was that hug for
this morning. You never just walk up to
me and give me a hug. If you want me to smile because you are leaving tonight, its not going to happen. I
have a feeling that is the only reason
you were so happy this morning, because your going to get a piece of ass
From the one you truly love tonight and her
many friends.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To:
'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE:
Not. I am sorry if giving you a hug upset
you. I was just being nice. I won’t do it again. Sorry.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE:
No you giving me a hug did not upset me. It
is just that last night you said that
it's always tense when your around me and you never know what to exspect
From me, and that you are not used to it, well
isn't that what you wanted is me to
always be in a good mood, and laughing and joking around with everyone? When in all actuality it is the other way
around i never
know what you are going to do. You say that i dont make you happy but i have done nothing but make you laugh and
smile when you are around me, When i do things for you even when you dont
ask you get a big smile on your face.
You say that you are not attracted to me so why would you want to give me a hug or even touch me in any way at
all? And if you are not attracted to me
you sure got turned on the yesterday morning when i
woke you up for work and you did not
have a hard on when you woke up i woke pete up myself and
if you were not attracted to me then you would not have been able to keep it up at all. Because i I sure do not get turned on by
people that i
am not attracted to. And last night when you asked why am i
not into other women, here is a question
for you, would you have sex with other guys
or have you already done that too. I just dont
understand what it is that is so
unattractive about me where you are concerned I am in a good mood everyday, I dropped 35 pounds, i workout every day, i am taking
them nasty pills to try to get bigger
breasts, i shave all my hair off down below because i know that
is what you like, i use tampons instead of pads
because i know
you dont like the pads, I am growing my hair out
again because i
know you like long hair, i do things for you
to show you how much i appreciate you whether it is on my own or if
it is some thing you ask me to do and i do it no questions asked, you ask me to leave you alone i leave you alone
with no complaints, I include you in on everything the kids and i do, i laugh and joke with you even when we were over at Nikki
and Dans this
weekend and you embarassed me by taking my
swimsuit off in front of people i didnt even know and i felt like everyone was looking at me like the neighbor hood slut but i
laughed anyway because i was having fun with
you, I watch T.V. with you i even watch your T.V. shows with you without complaints, I laugh with you on everything
even when we are wrestling around and
you are being too rough with me at times, I clean the house, so the dishes, dont
yell at the kids hell i dont
even spank them anymore, i am going to school to get an education, i have changed the way i speak, i dont go shopping anymore unless it is something we
need at the house, I rarely take the
neighbor anywhere anymore, i dont
go to the pet store to visit anymore, I dont get in your stuff, i dont invade your privacy, i dont even hardly ask
you how your day was anymore, i dont
beg you to stay home, you said that i was too dependent on you, i dont ask you to do anything around the house for me anymore, i
dont ask you to help punish the kids, if something needs fixed i
dont even ask you to do that, i
dont ask you to do
any yard work hell i dont
even ask you to mow the lawn, i do it all my self. Everything you said you wanted in a
relationship i have been doing it all. As far as the money goes yes i love this house and the things you have bought me but they are not more important to
me than you are, you seem to think that
all i care about is the money and that is so not
true. I am sorry if you feel uncomfortable
around me and feel tense i thought that this is how you wanted me to be all along,
but this is who i am and this person isnt going
anywhere the old stacy is gone and burried and is never
coming back. I dont know what else to say or
do, accept that you make me and the kids
happy when you want to be with us, and that will never change and either will my love for you.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
Importance:
High
Morning Did you tell her not to call here
anymore.