E-mails March 2003 After the Break Up
This period
of emails occur after I decide that I do not want to be with Stacy anymore.
Stacy is desperate to figure out what exactly she needs to change so that I
will love her again. She compares herself to my girlfriend and emphasizes how
much of her life she has dedicated to me and the kids. I feel sorry for the
pain this is causing her. I understand the neediness and try to be patient with
all her calling and emailing me during work. At the same time, more I listen to
her more disgusted I am of her that she completely misses the point. All I have
ever really asked of her was to keep the house clean, care for the kids and
hold down a part-time job. She tells me how hard she is working to care for me,
yet the house is a mess. She says how the kids are her life but their homework
is not done and they go without baths for days. But on the right note, Stacy
starts going to school in the evenings.
When the
affair came out into the open, I broke up with my girlfriend to give Stacy a
fair chance. After the break up, I am surprised to learn that my girlfriend is
still interested in me. I did not expect this and I am elated. How could I be
as lucky to have a second opportunity with her again? We agree to take things slowly and start by
dating to make it a "real" relationship rather than an
"affair" this time.
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BREAK UP **********************
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-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Monday, March 24, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
are
you not there. are you with her?/
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Monday, March 24, 2003
To: David Prather(CCI) (E-mail)
Subject: Please read this and please dont say whatever
please?
Importance: High
Dave,
you keep saying i have done nothing to you. But you cant forgive me for
anything. You just keep hurting me alll over, It feels like you enjoy seeing me
hurt.
NOT
TRUE. I DON'T ENJOY HURTING ANYONE.
You
never have time for me.
WE
HAVE HAD PLENTY OF TIME TOGETHER.
You
dont like anything about me, You say i make you want to runaway when i touch
you. You say that when you look at me all you see is evil.
I
AM SORRY. I AM NOT GOING TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT THE WAY I FEEL.
You keep telling me to get over it, But how do
you get over the hurt, You hurt when me i found out that you had been cheating
on me for the last year, Then you come back and your not even back but two days
and you have sex with her again, and then a month later
you
tell me all those mean things and that you still want to be friends.
I
DID NOT SAY ANYTHING MEAN. SORRY YOU HAVE TAKE THINGS LIKE I AM BEING MEAN. I
AM NOT BEING MEAN. BEING FRIENDS IS THE BEST RESOLVE FOR US RIGHT NOW. BEING
ENEMIES IS NOT THE WAY TO BE.
I have done nothing but take care of you, your
house, and our kids and love you through everything. And all you can do is be
mean and hateful. Then all of a sudden
your helping around the house you fold clothes, you vacumn, you make the kids
dinner, why couldnt you have done that before, Thats all i asked for in the
past is a little bit of time to myself which you get all the time.
YOU
HAVE ALL DAY LONG TO DO WHAT??? I WISH I HAD KIND OF TIME YOU HAVE. I AM SORRY
YOU FEEL THAT WAY STACY! YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD. WHAT YOU CHOSE TO
DO WITH IT IS UP TO YOU. IF YOU FEEL YOUR TIME IS WASTED AROUND THE HOUSE THEN
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I COULD HAVE DONE ALL THOSE THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE
BEFORE BUT WHY SHOULD I HAVE TOO. I WORK ALL DAY LONG.
And now all of a sudden your doing it because
you dont want me. You dont think that hurts.
YOU
SHOULD NOT FEEL THAT WAY.
I hope that one of these days you will be able
to look at me like you use to, I dont want anyone else and there wont be anyone
else. You are the only one I want, Your the only one i have ever truly loved
and been in love with.
I
DON'T FEEL THE SAME. IT MAY BE I DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS BUT I KNOW I DON'T
FEEL IT FOR YOU. I THINK IT IS BEST IF WE BOTH TRY TO MOVE ON AND DO THE BEST
WE CAN RAISING OUR CHILDREN, AND NOT LET THIS DESTROY THEM. THERE IS NO REASON
IT HAS TO EXCEPT BY CHOICE.
Maybe
once you work things out in your head hopefully we can work things out and be a
family again like its suppose to be. I truly am sorry for you being so angry
and sickened by me. I really have changed and i am that person that you want to
spend the rest of your life with. i will keep showing you for the rest of my
life and if that means i have to die by myself then i guess i will. I meant
what i said that i would never ever
cheat on you ever again and i really do mean that. I am sorry if you can wipe
away the hurt and the emptiness just like that, but i cant, I am having a
really hard time dealing with it. I lost my mom and my brother and sister last
year. And this year i lost my family and your respect and anything you ever
felt for me. I just cant take it anymore..
YOU
CAN BE AN ADULT AND HANDLE IT LIKE AN ADULT AND DROWN YOURSELF IN YOUR TEARS
AND REGRETS. ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. IT'S THE BEGINNING OF A NEW ONE.
HOPEFULLY A BETTER ONE.
Every
time i let myself open up to someone i get hurt. Do you know what the kids told
me after you left this morning? They said they
would
rather go to work all day with you, then to stay in this house with me.
THAT'S
ONLY BECAUSE YOU ARE SCARRING THEM RIGHT NOW. I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOURSELF.
YOUR KIDS LOVE YOU. YOU KNOW THAT AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT EXCEPT
YOU.
Even
after everything i have done for them, I was the one there for them when they
got hurt, I was there for them when they woke up in the middle of the night
with a bad dream, I was there for them when kids made fun of them at school, I
was the one that was there for them when you didnt come home at night or all them weekends you
were gone and this is what i get in return.
THEY
ARE JUST KIDS!!!! THEY HAVE NOT LEARNED ABOUT APPRECIATING THE PEOPLE WHO TAKE
CARE OF THEM. THEY WON'T LEARN THAT UNTIL THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN. YOU KNOW THAT.
I
really do want you to be a part of my life in every aspect not just living in
this house. I do want you to be a part of me going to school and going with me
on wednesday, But i know that is asking too much of you to share any aspect of
my life. so after this letter i will leave you alone, and i wont ask anything
of you agian, just dont hate me or think of me as some evil and ugly fat
person. Because those are the most hurtful things anyone has ever said to me
besides telling me that i am worthless and that i will never amount to
anything.
YOU
KNOW YOU ARE NOT THOSE THINGS. HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER THIS WAY. WE
SHALL SEE.
I
can see that you dont want to answer me back, oh well i am not your problem
anymore so i guess if you dont want to give me the time of day anymore there is
nothing i can do about, i am so tired i just want to go to sleep and never wake
up.
NOT
THE RIGHT THING TO DO. SORRY I TOOK SO LONG GETTING BACK TO YOU. I DO HAVE A
JOB TO DO AND THIS TO DEAL WITH.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Monday, March 24, 2003
To:
David Prather(CCI) (E-mail)
Subject:
please answer me back
Importance:
High
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Monday, March 24, 2003
To:
'DavidP@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
FW: please answer me back
Importance:
High
I
can see that you dont want to answer me back, oh well i am not your problem
anymore so i guess if you dont want to give me the time of day anymore there is nothing i can do about, i am
so tired i just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Monday, March 24, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
SO
DOES THIS MEAN THAT YOU ARE GOING TO START LOOKING FOR SOMEONE NEW, I HAVE A
RIGHT TO NKNOW SEEMS HOW WE ARE IN THE SAME HOUSE.
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Monday, March 24, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
AND
FOR YOUR FEELINGS I PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE I NOT ONLY LOST MY MOTHER BUT I
ALSO LOST YOU AND MY FAMILY. i HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY WITH YOUR CHOICE BECAUSE
YOU JUST DESTROYED MY WHOLE WORLD.,
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Monday, March 24, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
I
didn't mean to destroy your whole world. Sorry if it turned out that way for
you. If I could help you I would.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Monday, March 24, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
[Stacy
Erickson] your kids would like to know
if you are coming home to them, dont worry i wont bother you. just come to your
kids at least
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
[Stacy
Erickson] First of all i apologize for
the e-mail that i sent last. you did not answer me back so i thought that is where
you were ok.
[DP]
OK
About
this morning I am trying really hard to do things, I just want you to have the
opputuniity to see the real me, I am trying really hard to dealwith things and
i dont need you to hold that against me, It is really hardfor me to leave you
alone and not to touch you and want to hug you,especially after you told me
that it makes you want to runaway, and that is not what i want i do not want
you to runaway from me first of all,
[DP]
I understand, however you need to get used to us not being a couple.
second
i am trying to give you your space so that maybe that you can actually see that
it is me and not just because that is the way you want me to be. I changed
along time ago and i didnt do it just for you i did it for me too. I dont just
clean the house for you or the kids i do it for me too. I am also not going to
school just for you and the kids i am going because it it something i want other wise i wouldn't even
be signing up for school.
[DP]
These are all excellent things and I hope they continue. Self improvement is
always good.
I have changed everything about me, i am
losing weight because i like how i feel since i lost that 10 pounds, i have
more energy, i am not tired all the time, i can get back into some of my clothes
and yes it made me feel good that you noticed and liked that i was losing
weight. And yes i have noticed that you have been losing weight, when you asked
me if i could see where you were losing weight at i said yes and i wasn't just
saying it to be saying it. And when i call you my sexy man i mean that as a
compliment because you are my sexy man whether you want to believe or not. It's
not just all about what you look like. What i dont need is you rubbing it in
my face everyday that i say something to
you about us and having you say back well i dont know what to tell you that is
not how i feel, that hurts me even more each time you say it.
[DP]
Ok, I will try to not say things like that.
I told you that i was not going to give up on
us just because you have. Thats your choice. But i am not going to throw it all away because i know we have a future
together we have a brand new house that we both love, we have two beautiful
children that want their mommy and daddy together, I know you better then
anyone ever will, we have 10 years that we have shared together good times and
bad. I dont get mad about your work anymore, i dont get mad about them calling
you when you are here, i dont get mad about you bringing work home, i am the
one that kept asking you to bring it home and work on it instead of staying
there until 11-12 at night.
[DP]
All true, some more than others.
I am looking for a job every day i know that
is part of why you are so angry with me because i spend money and i dont bring
any in, and i have changed that i havn't been spending hardly any money and the
money i have spent you know about before hand, I am also starting school on
monday so that i can have a career and a paycheck worth going to work for and
not just a paycheck that is only big enough to pay the babysitter. You know i
have the same dreams as you do, i want to be out of debt and have all of our
bills paid, I want you to have your motorcycle so that we can go for rides
together, I want you to have your truck that you have always wanted,I want us
to be able to go and do things without having to look at the bank account and
determine whether or not we can.
[DP]
Good.
I dont get mad about you sleeping in on the
weekends, infact i tell the kids to be quiet so that you can sleep, I am that person that you fell in
love with all those years ago and i am that person that you asked to marry you
all those years ago. And another thing all those times in the last month that
you said you loved me, i know you meant it because i am not the one who said it
first, A while back you said with me saying it all the time you said it made
you feel like i was forcing you to say it, but i havn't forced you to say it at
all. So i know you love me. So dont hold
it aginst me for trying to put our family back together that i know belongs
together. If you dont want to hold me then fine dont hold me, you dont want to
give me a hug dont give me a hug, you dont want to kiss me or make love to me
fine dont kiss me or make love to me. But you also dont have to treat me like i
have the plague or some disease, because you know i would like someone to touch
me too. but that doesnt mean because we are not getting along right now i am
going to look for it somewhere else. If i have to keep taking cold showers well
then i will take cold showers. You just dont have to keep telling me over and
over thats not how you feel. And i am not being a bitch in this letter either.
I just wanted to talk to you about this
morning when you asked if i wanted a hug and then you told me dont read into
it.
[DP]
Ok. Sounds like you are finally starting to calm down. I just want to let you
know that I don't treat you like you have the plague or some disease. Neither
do the kids. It's only when you are acting like you have for the past couple of
days that no-one wants to be around you. Because you have the ability to go
from one extreme to the other in an instant. Ok. Sounds like we are getting a
little bit closer to being settled and being able to move on with life. :)
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Why
do you make it sound like we will never get back together, you say you want to
look at me like you use to, but you shut me down every time i try.
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Why
do you make it sound like we will never get back together, you say you want to
look at me like you use to, but you shut me down every time i try.
i
CANT GET USED TO IT BECAUSE I KNOW WE BELONG TOGETHER AND YOU EVEN SAID THAT IT
IS POSSIBLE FOR US TO GET BACK TOGETHER
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
WHY
DO YOU OLY ANSWER BACK HALF ASS OF THE THINGS THAT I WRITE? WHY CANT YOU ANSWER
BACK TO EVERYTHING
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Stacy,
I don't want to miss-lead you. I
am sorry I do. You need to accept that we are not a couple anymore. If you need
to assign descriptors to it then you an
say we are a mother, a father and room-mates. When I said it is possible for us
to get back together I meant it like ANYTHING is possible. It's not impossible.
For now, I think it is best if
you learn to accept we are not a couple.
And for the next email you
sent... I don't have all day to answer these questions. I have work to do.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
tHEN
PLEASE DONT ASK ME IF I WANT A HUG ANYMORE , I HAVE FEELINGS TOO I WOULD LOVE
FOR NOTHING MORE THEN YOU TO COME BACK TO THE BEDROOM WITH ME. i HAVE NEEDS TO,
I DONT HAVE A FUCK BUDDY LIKE YOU DO. i CANT JUST SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER
AND JACK OFF LIKE YOU DO. WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO TO SO WITH ALL THE FEELINGS I
HAVE.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
aND
SECONDLY I GUESS ME AND THE KIDS NEED TO FIGURE OUT SOME WAY OF GETTING OUR OWN
PLACE BECAUSE I CANT HANDLE LIVING WITH YOU AND HAVING ALL THE FEELINGS I HAVE AND YOU JUST WANT TO BE
ROOMMATES
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
GOOD
BYE, JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Gee
looks like i have a whole nother day to
get used to being by myself and being just a roommate seems how the kids are at
there new homes again.
Your
roommate
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
I am
sure you can find something to keep yourself busy. I hope you don't find a new
place to live. There is no reason for you to have to do that except if you
can't accept living with me. I hope you can learn to live with me.
Ok.
I have LOTS of work to get done. Talk to you later. what do you mean you hope i
dont find someplace else to live
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
what
do you mean you hope i dont find someplace else to live. Where am i suppose to
put all my feelings and my attraction for you. You know i dont have a fuck
buddy like you do. The feeelings dont just come and go with me like they do
with you. And dont worry i iwont disurb your work anymore.
Your
roommate
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
What
I mean is that I hope you can live with me and the kids and not be alone. I
want you to have a place to live. I don't have an answer about your feelings.
YOU are the ONLY ONE that can answer that.
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
unless
you want to be my fuck buddy. No? Thats what i thought
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
and
me and the kids will always live together in the same house where ever i choose
to live.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Ok,
Ok... You don't have to start turning mean or sarcastic.
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
I
wasn't i was just asking, you know i dont have any diseases so i just thought seems how we were just roommates we
could be fuck buddies too with no
strings. sorry if you took that as being sarcastic
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
I
guess you can answer the last question i had whenever
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
hello
are you still there
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Sorry,
I have been busy. What was the last question you had?
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
read
the e-mail i sent you. I said i am sorry if you took it as me being sarcastic,
i was just asking you if we could be fuck buddies, seems how we are roommates
and there are no strings attatched, you know i dont have any diseases, i wash
my self, i dont stink and i am losing weight so that my legs are not fat, you
even said your self that the sex was better between us.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
I
don't think us being "Fuck buddies" is a good idea.
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
why
not i told you no strings attatched, its safe sex you know i dont have any diseases so what is so bad about you have
already told me that you have no
feelings for me so what are you worried about
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
and
if you have no feelings for me then you should have nothing to be worried about
because it is just sex. unless you have plans of sleeping with her again and
that is what your problem is
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
I
know your busy but it shouldn't take you that long to answer a question, you
know if i am not good enough to have sex with then just say it and we wont have
anything else to say to each other ever again
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2003
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
I
don't want to have sex with you at this point.
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
that
is fine i hope you two will be very happy, we have nothing else to say to each
other anymore, thats pretty good now i am not even good enough to have sex
with, i am just good enough to be your roommate. Hope you enjoy the slut slut
that broke us up and dont say it was for something else because you are so full
of shit
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
so
much for you saying that she could never take you away from me, she already has
and i dont want to hear anymore of your lies either.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Sent:
To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
Whatever
you say. I will be home late tonight.
David
Prather :)
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
why
are you going to slut sluts, you told your kids you were going to be home early
tonight. You dont have to stay away to avoid me dave i am done.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
well
i will bring the kids to you then so you can see them for awhile you dont need
to denie them just because of me.
-----Original
Message-----
From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
YOU
DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TALKING TO ME WHEN YOU COME TO THE HOUSE TONIGHT, YOU
CAN JUST COME STRAIGHT TO YOUR BEDROOM. i WISH THAT ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP AND
REALIZE WHAT YOU THROUGH AWAY AND I HOPE THAT YOU HURT JUST AS BAD AS I DO. YOU
KEEP SAYING THAT EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPIER THIS WAY BUT YOU ARE SO WRONG. THE
KIDS WILL NEVER BE HAPPY THAT THEY DONT GET TO SEE THEIR DADDY EVERYDAY,
BECAUSE I AM ONLY STAYING HERE UNTIL I GET DONE WITH SCHOOL AND GET A GOOD JOB
TO GIVE THEM THE LIFE THEY DESERVE. I HAVE TOLD YOU THAT I AM NOT HAPPY WHEN
YOU ARE NOT AROUND AND I NEVER WILL. SO YOU GET TO LIVE WITH THAT FOR THE REST
OF YOUR LIFE. I WILL JUST EXIST FOR THE
KIDS AND THAT IS ABOUT IT. I CANT JUST BE YOUR FRIEND LIKE YOU WANT IT HURTS
TOO BAD. WE WILL BE ROOMMATES ONLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE ELSE AND I
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From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
i
know your not working , you probabally left right after i did cause you cant
wait to get back to the home wrecker
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whatever please?
LOL.
Then
you would be WRONG. I am at work and working when I am not replying to your
emails. I know you stayed in the parking lot for a long time after I came back
upstairs. Anthony and his x-girl were watching us. You don't have to be that
way.
David
Prather :)
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From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
so
what now you have a spy that works for to tell you when i am there and when i
am not. What does it matter i am sure you wasted no time at all to tell them
that you dumped me. I am sure you told the home wrecker too. bet that makes her
the happiest slut around. oh well
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To: David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
What
ever you say Stacy. You don't have to be that way.
David
Prather :)
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From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever
please?
either
do you. just Because i know we belong together . Maybe if you opened your eyes
and were not so stuck on yourself and your dick you would see that
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whatever please?
What
ever you say Stacy.
David
Prather :)
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From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
yep
thats your answer for everything you cant even be a man and answer any of my
questions. you have all of your sarcastictic remarks but you never have any
answers for the questions i ask you. I atleast deserve the answers to all the questions i have asked you.
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They
have been answered as good as they are going to be answered. End it already.
David
Prather :)
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From: Stacy Erickson
[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?
i
am so tired dave all i have ever done is love you i dont deserve the way you
are acting so cold. the children are waiting up for their room mate.
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
i
know you dont give a shit about me , but you need to come home and take care of
these kids i am throwing up blood really bad.and they wont go to bed.
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Why
isn't Zachary in bed like he was told? Anyway I will be there about
David
Prather :)
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
you
never do you dont ever think your doing anything wrong thats the problem you
act like you are a angel all the time and that i am the one that is always
wrong. But this time your wrong and i cant wait until i can finally prove to you about our future i know
we have. And i told him he could stay up and watch a movie but now neither one
of them want to go to
bed
because they are waiting for you.
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Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?messages
This
is the last e-mail i will send you unless i need to check my messages or tell
you something about the kids. There are alot of things that you dont think are
a big deal. But they are to me, one of them is you calling me all those names.
I am a person and i do have feelings and wants and desires. That is why you say
you have looked at me you see who i am, but if you really looked like you say
you have you would have seen that about me, I am a loving and caring person,
that has morals, and dreams that include you, right now i have no self respect
or self esteem or dignity left. But i am working on getting that back by going
back to school, and finally giving my life more meaning then just you and the
kids. And if you cant be supportive of me like i have of you in the last 10
years then just step aside and dont offer that support anymore. Becasue i dont
need that kind of support. and i dont need that kind of friend if i want that
kind of friend all i have to do is go to the neighbors around here for that. I
have changed into a good person and i will continue to change into a even
better person for the rest of my life. And as far as growing up i grow up more
and more every day, there isnt a person out there that doesnt need to continue
to grow up for the rest of their lives.
So think what you want of me but if it is not something nice or posative
to say me then please keep it to your self.
And
thank you i will see you later this afternoon
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
messages
have
i recieved any messages
your
rommate
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[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say
whatever please?messages
all
i wanted to know if i has any messages. I didnt know that was asking too much.
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Importance: High
Knock
it off. I just got out of the DO call ms. Snooty.
You're
roomy
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[SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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first
of all i was not being snooty, it has been such a joy listening to you call me
all these new things. when is the name calling going to stop? Your not with me
anymore so you dont have the right to call me anything. you can save those
names for your new girlfriend. Secondly
i sent you the e-mail at 12:30 and your just now responding to it and you didnt
even so much as tell me if i had any messages or not. Third if i didnt want you
to go with me to school i would not have got down on my hands and knees like a
fucking dog and begged you to come with me. I am tired of you treating me like
i am one of your enemies, hell you treat your employees and the people you work
with, with more respect then you do me.
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Excuse
me. I didn't think it was that big a deal. Ok. NO MESSAGES. And I will see you this afternoon.
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From: Stacy
Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject: RE:
Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
messages
Just
wondering if you were still going with me or if you have changed your mind. You
seemed to be a little short with me when you left. I really am sorry for last
night. It did slip out i did not say it on purpose. Stacy
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Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)
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Yes, I will still go with you tonight. Lets
just try to forget the last 15 minutes
of last night. We ALMOST went to bed on a good note last night. David Prather :)
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
messages Deal, thank you
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
school where are you i have to be there
at 7
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'DavidP@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
Friends
You are so proud of your relationship with
her that you cant even have the decency to tell your kids where you are going.
Why did you even bother to come to school with me or sit down to the table and
eat dinner with me. That is being a
fucking coward if you cant even tell your children the truth. You dont give a
shit about what we built together other wise you would not of thrown it away for her. And that
is exactly what you have done. Dont
fucking lie to me and tell me that you dont have feelings for her, because i know other wise. It wouldnt
have mattered how many guys she fucked
you would still want her. When you get some type of disease and which you will i am going to laugh because
you deserve it. I dont know why you just
dont get it over with and move in with her. Me and the kids will be fine and i will figure out something to do
with them while i am school because i
dont want them any where near her.
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Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
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To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Cc:
'davidp@tampabay.rr.com'
Subject:
RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please?
messages
Dave, i hope you are happy with your new life.
I think its pretty crapy that you have
to wait untill i calm down to tell me whether or not your happy, i think that is just an excuse. I am
not happy, but what do you care right?
Kids are not happy also but oh well right? Dave is happy that is the only one who should be happy. You keep saying
you need a break, then take your break
but dont exspect me to act like it is no big deal like you think it is. Because i have feelings even though
you dont.
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From:
Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]
Sent:
To:
'davidp@ccitechnology.com'
Subject:
hello where the hell are you. i need to
leave for school.