E-mails April 2003

            This period of emails occur after the break up. Stacy is very angry and desperate to regain control of the relationship. She vents her anger at me through phone calls & emails throughout the day. When initial angry outbursts and cursing doesn't work, she turns to pleading and begging. She emphasizes her love for me and how lonely she feels tells me of all the effort she is putting into improving herself just so she can get my love back.

 

 

APRIL 1, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 01, 2003 6:58 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: slut slut

 What do we have our own personal tooth brush at slut sluts now. Hope you  enjoyed yourself this morning, my kids went into your bedroom this morning  looking for you and guess what part time daddy wasnt here. Hell she is so  important to you that you cant even take responsability for the children  you say are so important to you. Oh well one of these days your own  children are going to figure you out and tell you to go to hell too. I  guess that is the kind of life you want so enjoy it.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 01, 2003 2:35 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: arrival

  when should we expect your humble presence here at 6949 dove cross loop. I  need to speak to student services about a job. So that i can start saving  money to move out. I hope to be moved out with in 6 mos

 From now. So i  really need to find a job.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 01, 2003 2:59 PM

 To:         David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)

 Subject: RE: arrival

  I will be home hopefully no later than 5:30pm. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 01, 2003 3:05 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: arrival

  Its not a home so i dont know why you keep calling it that. It is just a place for you to stay when your not at your girlfriends house 

 

APRIL 2, 2003

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 02, 2003 8:46 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: last night

  Thank you for last night, I enjoyed having you in bed next to me when i  fell asleep and when i woke up this morning. I hope you enjoyed and i hope  that you do not regret it. I have really missed you. see you tonight.  

 

APRIL 3, 2003

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 7:31 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: Slut Slut

 GOOD MORNING ASSHOLE!!I I wont ever fall for your little games again. There  will be no more cuddling, there will be no more of you sleeping in the bed,  you can just sleep ion the floor, there will be no more of me cooking you  dinner, you want someone to cook you dinner you can go to SLUT SLUTS and  have her cook you dinner. You really need to think about moving in with  her. It wouldnt be any different then you leaving at 1 in the morning to go  to her, the only difference is you could go every night. Then you could  spend all weekend with her too. Like i said before i am not going to play  your games. If you dont want to be a part of my life all the time then stay  the fuck out of it.  I hope you know that i havnt been to sleep yet. not  that you give a fuck whether or not i sleep. You keep saying that you care  about what happens to me, you sure have a funny way of showing it.  I guess  you like sleeping with a slut becasue that is all she will ever be is a  SLUT! 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 8:03 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: arrival

   GOOD MORNING ASSHOLE!!I I wont ever fall for your little games again. There  will be no more cuddling, there will be no more of you sleeping in the bed,  you can just sleep ion the floor, there will be no more of me cooking you  dinner, you want someone to cook you dinner you can go to SLUT SLUTS and  have her cook you dinner. You really need to think about moving in with  her. It wouldnt be any different then you leaving at 1 in the morning to go  to her, the only difference is you could go every night. Then you could  spend all weekend with her too. Like i said before i am not going to play  your games. If you dont want to be a part of my life all the time then stay  the fuck out of it.  I hope you know that i havnt been to sleep yet. not  that you give a fuck whether or not i sleep. You keep saying that you care  about what happens to me, you sure have a funny way of showing it.  I guess  you like sleeping with a slut becasue that is all she will ever be is a  SLUT!  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 03, 2003 8:33 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: ASSHOLE

  I am so sick of you thinking i am an inconvienence. God for bid she should here you talking nice to me like you do when your at this house. You want me to hate you, that isnt what you said last night or has it changed because you were still with her this morning? You need to make up your mind  whether or not you want to be a part of my life all the time or not at all.  Because i am sick of being shoved aside when it doesnt fit into your life right at that moment. You were rather rude to me on the telephone, sure is a change in attitude  From last night. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:05 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please read this and please dont say whatever please? messages

 

  What too good to answer me back now??  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:22 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject:   Does Anson know that you stayed at the little whores house last night.  I  bet it looked real cute you two walking into work together.  You sure dont  think very highly of your job do you? If they only knew that you two were  fucking each other again your ass would be booted out of there today. 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:28 AM

 To:         David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)

 Subject: RE: ASSHOLE

  Stacy,

                Why are you doing this? I told you that I am not moving in with anyone. We  will just go back to the way things were. You stay on your end of the house  and I will stay on mine. We will do the best we can to raise our kids and that will be it. I am really sorry you can't get over your anger enough to be friends or at least friendly.         I will be there no later than 5:30. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:39 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

   That would make you real happy wouldn’t it.  By the way Alisa  From ICT called. Wants you to call here 802-3077. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:40 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: ASSHOLE

  I dont need your help raising my kids. There is no way in hell i will ever  be friendly to you again. I dont even want you on the other end of the  house. I really wish you would go move in with the whore. I am tired of you  playing games with me, You thought you were going to be able to have it  both ways cuddle with me and then go fuck the whore. I havnt done a damn  thing to you to deserve this. Your not sorry about anything you have done  other wise you wouldnt keep doing it. Did you tell the little whore that  you slept in the same bed as me night before last or did you for get to  tell her that detail. I dont believe anything you say anymore. As far as i  am concerned you are the biggest fucking liar on this planet and i wish you  would just die.   

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:43 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

  why not you dont give a fuck about what you have done to me. But you know that is where you dont know me very well. I dont want you to lose your job but you dont seem to give a shit about it either otherwise you would have quit seeing her when you found out you were getting demoted. But all you can seem to think about is fucking her. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 9:50 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

 

I dont have alot to look forward to with out you in my life. I get to look

forward to being alone. you on the other hand have already moved on with

your life and to someone else. I dont want anyone else the only one that i

want is you. Oh and what a reward that is i get a career for giving up the

only one i have ever loved and want to be with.

 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 03, 2003 9:57 AM

 To:         David Prather(Home) (E-mail 2)

 Subject: RE:

  Real nice. Thanks for not flying of the handle.   David Prather :)  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 03, 2003 10:51 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

Importance: High

  Dont worry you want me to be cold and nothing to bother me. Fine i will do  that  From now on.. I know there is someone else besides her other wise you  would not of brought it up. So if that is what it takes for you to feel  like a real man. Then so be it. I am not flying off the handle, you call it  what ever you want to  From now on i dont care anymore. I am so hurt right  now that i dont think a person could even hurt any more then this. I hope  to god that you never feel the hurt that i feel right now. I wouldnt even  wish upon my worse enemy. How could you even ask me who else i have been  with, when you know that i dont want anyone but you,  that really hurt when  you asked me that. I wont bother you  anymore about anything not even  anything about this house.  goodbye  I will always love you and be in love with you that will  never change.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 03, 2002 8:13 PM

To: davidp@ccitechnology.com

Subject:

  Answer your damn phone. If you would check your messages you would know that it is very important to call me about our daughter. 

 

APRIL 4, 2003

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 9:21 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: please dont be angry

Importance:           High

   My Dearest Dave, I have been thinking about this all night so please hear  me out. I have known since the day we met that you were that one person i  am suppose to spend the rest of my life with. This is so very hard for me.  You said the other night you want me to let you go. Well i am letting you  go just like I let you go that night you moved into work and said in your  heart you love me, It was hard then but it is even harder now, you can  think of me as immature and hateful if you want but i am not i am just so  hurt and empty inside. This last year has been the hardest year of my life,  i not only lost my mother but i also lost you and that is just a little bit  too much for me so yes i get angry and i do things that i shouldnt, and  even sometimes i wish that i wouldnt even wake up the next morning just so  i dont have to feel all the hurt. Maybe one day you will come back to me,  but if not that is something that i have to live with for the rest of my  life. I hope you understand what i am saying and dont take it the wrong  way, It never comes out the way i want it to.   I am in love with you and love you with all my heart and i always will.  Stacy

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 9:44 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  Stacy,                   I understand that this last year has been hard for you. Despite what you my think right now you have a lot to look forward to. You are going to school to do a trade that will be very beneficial for you and helpful for others. There is a lot of reward in just that.               I hope things calm down between us and things get better for the kids sake. In all of this I think we both have to remember they come first and we both need to do everything in our power to avoid any detrimental actions to them, i.e. fighting in front of them.     Ok. Did you get the message I

 Sent for Action Staffing?   David Prather   

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:08 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: please dont be angry

   are you there, i really need someone to hold me  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:21 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

 Stacy,    You have to focus on school right now. I will try to support you as best I can.  David Prather  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:25 AM

 To:         Stacy Erickson (E-mail)

 Subject: Diet

  Can you go get some more of those diet pills?  David Prather :)

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:26 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  i cant, everyone keeps leaving me my mommy left me you left me and even my  own kids dont want me. I have had to fight for everything i have ever  wanted and the end result it doesnt matter how much i do that i always end  up with nothing. But you always end up with everything, 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:38 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Diet

  i am hurting and all you can think about is me going and getting you more  diet pills so that you can lose more weight for her. you want them you go  get them  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:43 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  and what do you mean you will support me the best that you can, if you cant  support me in everyway then i dont want it, i dont need your pitty.   

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:44 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Diet

  i wish i would have never bought those diet pills for you because she gets to reep the rewards for you losing weight. and it should be me. 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 10:45 AM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  Then you have to ask yourself "what is it that I do different

 From you?".  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:45 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  Then you have to ask yourself “what is it that I do different

 From you?”.  I don’t try to get people to come to me. If they want to be with me then they will if they don’t then they won’t and I will deal with the later on my own. It kind of goes back to the old saying “You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make him drink”. In other words Stacy. Do what you have to do, and if people floc to you then good for you if they don’t then maybe that’s the way its supposed to be or maybe there is some other way. I don’t know, I don’t have all the answers. I just know that I don’t try anymore. I used to. But I found that the only way I could get people to like was if I was buying. That, obviously, is too costly a way to get people to like me. So, now I just do what I have to do and if people want to hang with me and the feeling is mutual then so be it. If I want to hang with them and they don’t want to hang with me then I go find something else to do.  David Prather  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:48 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

  Fine, whatever you want to do. Just so you know its not pity. Friendship.  David Prather    

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:47 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Diet

  Ok. No problem. But just so you know. I am not taking them for her or you or the kids. I am taking them for ME!!!  David Prather  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:49 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Diet

  NO!!  I GET TO REAP THE REWARDS. By not getting diabetes or unhealthy.  David Prather  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 10:53 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: please dont be angry

 I GET THE PICTURE LOUD AND CLEAR THAT YOU DONT WANT ME OK QUIT RUBBING IT  IN MY FACE< I HAVNT DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO MAKE YOU NOT WANT TO BE WITH ME  ACCEPT I HAVE LOVED YOU MAYBE THATS WHATS WRONG WITH ME  IS THAT I LOVED  YOU. MAYBE I SHOULD JUST QUIT LOVING EVERYONE. YOU, THE KIDS, I DONT EVEN  LOVE MYSELF SO NOTHING ELSE REALLY MATTERS.  WE ALL KNOW DAVE IS SO PERFECT  AND STACY IS A PIECE OF SHIT THAT DOESNT DESERVE TO HAVE YOU OR TO BE  LOVED. NOW THAT WE HAVE THAT ESTABLISHED JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE  COMPLETELY.   

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 11:06 AM

 To:         Stacy Erickson (E-mail)

 Subject: RE:

  I have to get to work. Sorry I tried to talk to you.  David Prather :) 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 11:33 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

   HELLO I AM WAITING   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 11:42 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

   I am sorry Stacy, Like I said I don’t have the answers. I probably should not have said anything. All I did was confuse you further. You are going to have to work this out on your own.   David Prather  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 11:54 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

   jUST TELL ME AND MEAN IT THAT AS I CONTINUE SCHOOL THAT WE HAVE A CHANCE AT  BEING TOGETHER AGAIN. AND THAT I STILL HAVE THE KEY TO UNLOCK YOUR HEART  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 12:13 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  I don’t know what the future holds in store for us. I think that your chances are improved if you stay in school and continue to grow.   David Prather

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 12:25 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:   I DON’T KNOW!!!!!  NOT LIKE THIS. 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 04, 2003 12:30 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

   I DONT MEAN TO KEEP HURTING YOU AND KEEP PUSHING YOU FARTHER AWAY

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 04, 2003 12:40 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  I know.  

 

APRIL 8, 2003

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 08, 2003 6:56 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: wasting money

  You tell me not to waste money because we dont have it, but you turn around  and spend 66 dollars on cleaners we dont need?? what was the purpose of  that?? I see you finally had the balls to tell the kids that you were going  to your girlfriends house last night. Are we finally becoming proud of her.  Thanks for all that support you were going to give me for school too, i can  only have it as long as it doesnt interfere with your schedule with her  right?? 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 08, 2003 7:00 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: skank

  Oh and dont worry i didnt send the little skank any e-mails, shes worth a  pot to piss in, because all she is, is a whore and that is all she will  ever be.

 

APRIL 9, 2003

 

      ----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Wednesday, April 09, 2003 1:28 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject:

                   what time do you plan on coming here tonight?? 2 seonds before i have to leave. Just like to know what i am worth.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 09, 2003 2:13 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  How does that define “What you are worth”?? Whatever. I just noticed I have voicemail. Tina called twice and wants you to call her back. She said it was important. 

 

APRIL 10, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:39 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

  are you there or are you just ignoring me  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:56 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

Importance:           High

  My Dearest Dave, I know you dont want to hear

 From me anymore. But i cant  leave things the way they are. It really hurt last night when you said that  you didnt trust me, even after everything we have been through. I just dont  understand, But yet you dont want me to leave. I keep hoping taht one day  you will be able to communicate with me, and quit comparing me now to the  me in the past. I know i keep bringing the same things up, but i keep going  over everything you have said to me and called me in the last 3 weeks and  it makes me feel like i am an outsider and a stranger in this house. Each  time you say something like that you take a little piece of my dignity and  self respect until pretty soon there isnt going to be any left. Each and  every day i wake up i hope that, that is the day you will look at me as an  equal and pretty person like when we first met, but each day that doesnt  happen, For once in my life i want to be looked at as Someone that is  smart, caring, somebody that is fun to be around, lovable. I dont like to  be looked at as some stupid little kid that has no feelings or that has no  heart. I have dreams and ambitions just like you. And as the things that i  do for you its not because i have to , its done out of love for you.  Besides the kids  your the one truly good thing that has been in my life.  When i asked you those questions last night i never dreamed that you would  say that you hate me because you dont trust me and that you dont want to  trust me. I dont know how long it is going to take me to get over you, if i  will ever be able to get over you. With the feelings i have for you they  only come around once in a lifetime, and in my heart and my soul i know we  are suppose to spend the rest of our lives together. I dont know if i can  ever make that go away.  So i am honoring your wishes by letting you go,  letting you come and go as you please and staying out of your life even  though i know its not right. Maybe one day soon you will be able to see the  good in me and the person that i am now and the person that always am going  to be, because i so want your respect and for you to look at me the way i  look at you and respect you.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:10 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  Stacy, 

I am here, I am not ignoring you. I don’t know what you want me to say. All I can say is ok. Let’s try just being friends.              I am sorry for not replying faster but I have a lot of work and not a lot of time to do it.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:10 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

   will you please say something. i cant stand the silence. I dont like it when you are angry at me or when you cant stand me. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:37 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  Stacy, I have a lot of work to do. I don’t have time for this. Please do your homework or something to take your mind off of me.  Thanks,

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 11:41 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:   i am sorry that i am such a bother to you 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 10, 2003 12:15 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE

:   Say something, instead of always saying i dont know, or i dont know what  you want me to say. quit shoving me aside like you dont even know me  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:09 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

  I cant do this any more. You accuse me of destroying things and the kids.  They just dumped ketchup all over the caarpet and its going to eventually   come back and get blamed on me

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:21 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

 Just disregard that e-mail i

 Sent you. I did not mean to involve you in it. i guess it is my problem now 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:41 PM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE:

  Thats the way you want it, you cant even answer your fucking phone. Thats  the way it will be. I am calling the phone company today and having a phone  put in here for me and the kids. You think you are so cool with your new  life style, your not. One of these days when you have absolutly no one you  will have no one to blame but yourself. I was even going to be nice and  call and say good morning but i dont know why i even bothered. Because you  seem to think that you are too good for anyone accept your little tramp.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:41 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

   Ok, Ok, Relax.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 10, 2003 2:10 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: 

 i am so tired i just want to go to sleep. i have no energy for anything anymore.  

 

-Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Thursday, April 10, 2003 2:36 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

  I am so very sorry  

 

APRIL 11, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2003 7:49 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

    Did you have fun at the tramps house. Did you enjoy cuddling with her and screwing her?    

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2003 9:08 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE:

  Fine you want enough, you got it. You want to be so cold to me for no  reason thats fine, because i havnt done anything to you to deserve any of  this. I am not Silka and I am not your family. I have been the only one  there for you when they were not. I deserve to be treated with respect, not  like some piece of dirt on the ground. I am so tired of the lies, i dont  think you meant any of that stuff you said about maybe in the future we  have a chance other wise you wouldnt be brushing me off like i dont matter  to you. You dont even give a shit that i am hurting all you care about is  you and going out and having your good time with her. And if it wasnt for  her we would still be together. Just like it has been with everyone else  you have cheated on me with, Carlene, Terry, The little tramp across the  parking lot in oregon. Has there been more that i dont know about? I have  done nothing bad to you in the last year, i have changed my whole life  around, i have done nothing for you to mistrust me, i have not lied to you,  i have not went behind your back, i have not cheated on you, I have done  everything that you said you ever wanted in a relationship, the only thing  that i have not been able to do is get big boobs because i dont have the  money yet but i will as soon as i get a job. I am getting skinny, just like  you stare at everyday, I am getting an education so that you wont call me  stupid anymore, i clean the house everyday no matter what, i take good care  of the kids, I take good care of you, i care about what happens to you,  even though i shouldnt give a shit. i tell you everyday how nice you look,  i dont even get that because you cant stand the sight of me because you  think i am so repulsive and fat. I must be the biggest fool on thos earth.  I told you everything about my child hood no matter how much it hurt and  you still look at me like i am not good enough for you. Maybe if i came

 From a rich family then maybe i would be good enough for yourr standards.    

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2003 11:07 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject:

 I have to take mirrissa to the denist because her tooth is hurting and bleeding if you care about that   What no more sarcastic remarks

 From you, oh i forgot you dont have time for me because your at work.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2003 2:07 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE:

  Normal Time.

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Friday, April 11, 2003 4:05 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE:

   what time do you plan on coming to 6949 Dove cross loop so that i can go to school   

 

APRIL 14, 2003

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 8:55 AM

 To:         Stacy Erickson (E-mail)

 Subject: Help

Importance:           High

  Stacy,   Can you do me a favor and send a job I forgot to put back on the server  this weekend. Open "My Computer" Double Click "c:" Double click "Apps" Double click "Query" RIGHT click on the directory named CSC8456 There will be an option to "ADD TO CSC8456.zip" Click that. It will create a file named "CSC8456.zip" in the query directory. Then open your email and send me that file. Just Drag and Drop the file  into the message.  Thanks a lot.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 9:44 AM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

 Importance:          High

  Thank you, I did get it. That helps a lot. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you,  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 11:26 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

  did you get it

 

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 11:16 AM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

  I will let you know when I get home

 From work.  David Prather :) 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 11:55 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Help

 Sorry I don’t mean to be so indecisive. We are really busy and I have a lot to do. Why don’t we do this, I will go to out tonight and I will stay at home Tuesday and Wednesday.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 12:19 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Help

   You have been with her for over a year, I deserve a chance to make you  happy. You were so loving last night, why cant we be like that all the  time, and you give me a chance to show you that you can love me again like  you use to and maybe even more.  Why cant you just tell me yes or no. Why do i have to sit here and get my  hopes up and then when i get home

 From school you will leave.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 12:20 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Help

  I will let you know when I know.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 12:36 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Help

  Ok. I will see you when I get home

 From work. Should be normal time. With Steve and Eric back today hopefully I will be able to get out a little early but I would not count on it. 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 1:05 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

  PLEASE

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 1:22 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

   I have a suprise for you. I mowed the lawn this morning after you left. I  hope that helps for you to look at me in a good way. I did it for you. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 1:51 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Help

  ok. i love you. oops i am sorry it just slipped out. please dont take offense to it.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 2:01 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

   And then what about the rest of the week.    

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 14, 2003 2:29 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Help

  whatever. atleast i get two nights with you  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 14, 2003 4:20 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Help

Importance: High

   i am sorry to bother you but i am having a really hard time forgetting  about you going to her house tonight. I know you dont want to hear it. I  have trying all afternoon to different things not to think about it, but  none of it works. Every where i look there you are. I dont think i can do  this anymore. every room i go into there you are, i dont know how you want  me to just give up on us. especially when my feelings for you are so  strong, they wont go away. I wish you would give me the chance to show you  that we can be happy together for the rest of our lives. I know that you  will come back one day, But waiting is killing me a little bit each day. I  know you say it isnt,  but it is. And it kills me knowing that each and  every day you spend with her you are getting closer and closer. And you  cant tell me other wise because i see it, That is exactly how we were when  we first met. we spent every waking minute together. And that is exactly  what i dont want to happen. Because then i will have lost you for good. And  i dont want to live without you. I am so sorry for this but i have to talk  to someone. It hurts so bad.    

 

APRIL 15, 2003

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:24 AM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE: hello

  Sorry it has taken so long to reply. It has been a busy morning. I have  been running around like a chicken with my head cut off.

                So how are you doing? Are you looking forward to tonight? 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     David Prather [SMTP:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:41 AM

 To:         'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

 Subject: RE: hello

  You may not realize it but we spend a lot of time together. The way we  spend the time we do have is not used very well so it seems we don't spend  time together. We should work on that. I will see you tonight.  David Prather :)   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:48 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: hello

 Yes.

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:27 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: hello

 Importance:          High

   Good morning. I missed you last night. I really wish i knew what i could do  for us to be a family again. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:47 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Tht didnt answer my question are you looking forward to spending time with me?  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:21 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Help

  I guess your not at work yet.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:31 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: hello

 I am ok i guess, i miss you. Yes i am looking very forward to tonight. What  about you,  are looking forward to spending time with me?   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2003 10:48 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

 Thank you for answering. I hope you really mean that and you are not just  saying that because you know that is what i want to hear. because i am  working so very hard to try to get us back.   

 

APRIL 16, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 16, 2003 1:01 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Phone guy is here so dont forget to get the wire and the phone jacks please. Thank you. I will see you when you come home tonight. 

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Wednesday, April 16, 2003 2:09 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: hello   what did you do with your card, the envelope was empty. Please tell me you  didnt take it to work with you so that you could show her. That would be  making a big joke out of something that means so much to me. And please  tell me you didnt throw it away.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 16, 2003 12:34 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  I ate it!!.. LOL.  It is on the coffee table next to the tree in the corner.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 16, 2003 12:57 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: hello

 Have a good nap.  I am on a diet.. remember. NO LUNCH anyway.  See you when I get home.  

 

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Wednesday, April 16, 2003 2:47 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: hello

 Ha Ha very funny. Sorry i did not see it, so i did not know what you done  with it. I will put it on your dresser. Did you eat lunch? I wish you would  have let me bring you lunch, i am not going to say anything to her if that  is what you are worried about, she is not worth my time and energy. The  phone guy is almost done. I have to take Zacharys field trip paper up to  the school and then i am going to crash until 4 hopefully i dont over  sleep. Other wise if i dont take a nap i will fall asleep on the way to  school.  

 

APRIL 17, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 17, 2003 12:10 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

Importance: High

  Hello, how are you? I am very sorry for last night. If i had known that you  were going to take offense to what i have been doing for you, i would have  never done them. You know you are the one that said we need to work  together on how we spend our time together, i thought that is what i was  doing. I dont know how to live with you and not want to do things for you,  but i guess that is my problem and not yours. I dont know how to be just  your friend, because all that i do it still comes back and hurts me. You  say to be myself , that is part of me a loving, caring, and trusting  person. I guess i just need to stay completely out of your life, i dont  know what else to do. Because even trying to be just your friend i still  get burned. Things cant continue like this because i am the one that keeps  getting hurt. So once in for all tell me exactly what it is that you want  please!!! 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 17, 2003 1:44 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  are you not talking to me 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Thursday, April 17, 2003 2:02 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Dont worry about replying to my e-mail. i wont bother you anymore. I will  completly leave you alone. If you speak to me fine. Other then that i will  stay out of your way.   I am sorry for intruding  Stacy  

 

APRIL 18, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 18, 2003 1:52 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

Importance: High

  mirrissa wants to know if it is ok if she calls and says hello    

 

APRIL 21, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 21, 2003 2:21 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  I would appreciate you fixing quicken tonight so that i can look at it too.  I have a right to be able to get in to it when i need to, just as much as  you do. 

 

APRIL 22, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 22, 2003 9:03 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

   I know you don't miss me and don't want to hear

 From me. But i wanted to  say good morning. I know you dont feel the same way as me but i really do  miss you. I just keep praying that one of these days you will come home for  good.  Stacy 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:26 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Oh well i guess you are just so busy that you cant type a couple of words to me. Atleast you know how I FEEL. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:35 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

   oh and by the way someone stole one of the garbage cans

 From out front, it just so happened to be the one my mom bought 

 

APRIL 25, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 10:31 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Dave as far as for your question last night(Am i ever going to cheer up?)  Am i suppose to be happy that you broke up with me so that you can be with  her? I am suppose to be happy that almost every night i get home

 From  school that you cant stand to be around me, but you can stand to be around  her all the time but yet you dont want to live with her. But in essence you  already are living with her, your clothes might still be here but you are  living out of your book bag.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 11:42 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

  Dave, you can tell her that she will never here

 From me again, i wasnt  destroying anyones life. And especially i was not destroying yours. I am  not this horrible person that you think i am. Maybe about 5 years ago i  would have been very vindictive but that is not the person i am today, and  if you would open your eyes you could see that. This is something that i  needed to do for myself, I was not rude on the phone or did i even yell at  her. I was very polite and for you and her to say that i am not acting like  an adult, that is so not true. And if you would rather believe some one who  you have only been with for 1 year rather than belive the person you have  been with for 10 years then that is your porrogative, i know the truth, i  have no reason to lie about anything i do or say. But it doesnt mean that  it doesnt hurt when you dont believe or that you dont want to believe me.  But that is just something i have to live with. I know what kind of person  i am and our kids know what kind of person that i am and i guess thats all  that matters right now.  So i am sorry if you think that i am trying to  ruin everyones lives.  Love Stacy 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 1:42 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  I will try to be home a little early today.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 2:12 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: Please

Importance: High

  Do you think you could come home a little bit earlier tonight, there are a  couple of things that i would like for us to talk about and no it is not  about the relationship. It is stuff that i feel you should know unless you  already know about them. Please write me back and let me know if you can do  this one thing for me. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Friday, April 25, 2003 2:41 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: hello

Importance: High

  i am waiting for your answer i

 Sent you this e-mail an half an hour ago. 

 

APRIL 28, 2003

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Monday, April 28, 2003 1:17 PM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Please

 Importance:          High

    Just thought i would let you know that i am home, they

 Sent me home because  they said i looked like shit. and that i was suppose to come back tomorrow  at 8:30. Could you please stay home one more night with me please. Then you  can stay the rest of the week at her house if that is where you truly want  to be. I just wish you wanted to spend time with me like i want to with  you. I feel like a little kid when i have to ask you to stay home with me.  Maybe i am going over board with asking, But i told you that i wasnt going  to give up on us, if it takes me the next year while i am school to win  your love back then that is what i will do. I am a good person. You will  see that eventually.   please write back 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Monday, April 28, 2003 11:58 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  I will address this as soon as I can. Right now I have to get some work done.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 28, 2003 1:04 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  ok, just do it before you come home please  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Monday, April 28, 2003 2:32 PM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  Stacy,   I feel I should put into writing the things that matter. Good Things: Going to work.  Going to school. The more education you have the better you will be able to handle all situations. Getting good grades in school.  Picking up after yourself. If we all clean up after ourselves the easier it will be to keep the house clean. Controlling the Kids without violence or screaming.  Bad Things: Being Sent home From work. The less you are there the less you get paid. Not going to school is very bad as you have missed days already and are going to lose points already. Not having the kids do their homework after school. The night is short as it is.   These are some of the things I think need to be understood. I am not saying if you accomplish these things I will love you again or anything like that. I just think you should be more focused on these things than me.  As far as tonight goes, I am going out tonight. I don’t see how me being there is going to make you better. The kids will already be asleep. So you should not have anything to worry about except getting some sleep yourself and getting well. 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Monday, April 28, 2003 3:09 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  it is 3 i have been waiting all afternoon for you to reply please.     

 

APRIL 29, 2003

-----Original Message-----

 From:     Stacy Erickson [SMTP:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

 Sent:      Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:11 AM

 To:         'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

 Subject: RE: Please

 Importance:          High

 morning, i wouldnt say that it is a good morning because your not here. You  said last night that you dont know what i want you to say, how about  replying to my e-mail, this is replying to the e-mail you

 Sent me  yesterday,  if there is something you dont agree with then say so that we  can talk about it please.

1. It seems like the more time you spend with her the more you hate me, You  say you want to be able to look at me like you use to but how can you do  that when you never want to be around me.

2. You being here does matter to me.

3. As far as me going to work, i will be going to work everyday, they are  the ones who

 Sent me home today i did not ask if i could go home.

4. As far as me missing school, i have only missed 3 days one of those days  was because of the dentist, the other two is because of us. I have went to  school all the rest of the time and i passed my class with a high B and i  am very proud of myself for that, like i told you yesterday i am not  quiting school, this is something i wanted for myself, also i wanted it so  that you couldnt look at me or treat me like i was some stupid little kid  that is not good enough or smart enough for you. School is very important  to me.

5. You and the kids are very important to me also you are my whole life and  if i have to fight for my family and for the man i am deeply in love with  than that is what i am going to do and if it takes me the next year to do  that and to prove that we belong together then that is what i will do.

6.As far as me picking up after my self i have been doing that for the last  year, there has not been one night that you have come home and this house  has not been clean, there is never any laundry laying around, there is  never a dirty dish in the sink, hell there isnt even a speck of dust, and  the toilets are so clean that you can eat out of them. And as far as that  goes i clean up the dishes after you guys, you guys dont even know how to  put soap in the dish washer.

7.As far as the kids go i dont use violence anymore infact Saturday is the  first time i have spanked them in along time and far as yelling at them  that goes both ways atleast i dont call them little assholes to their faces  i may say it to myself but i dont say that to them, because i know what it  does to a little kid, i grew up with that everyday of my life with my mom  and dad telling me that i was worthless and would never amount to anything,  and then you pretty much as told me that i was worthless also, so i would  never do that to my kids, they are two of the most brightest kids i know. 

Bad things with you: 

1. Maybe you dont or atleast you say you dont love me right now, but that  doesnt mean one minute you can be so cold to me and the next not. I show my  love for you no matter how angry i am at you.

2. When i ask you to stay home with me you dont need to act like it is a  curse on you, You think that your sex is more important than anything else  in the whole world and it is not. and either is she. and no matter what you  say about her i did not lie about what she said on the phone and i will not  let her or anyone else ever hurt our kids again. I have nothing to gain by  lying to you or making stuff up.

3. And as far as the kids homework goes, yes some days i have time to help  them with their homework, but some days i dont because i have my own home  work to do so it is not going to kill you to help them. And now with me  starting work and not getting home until 4:30 i will only have about 45  minutes with them if that depending on traffic so that is not the only  thing that i want to spend my 45 minutes doing with them. You know they are  your kids too, and maybe if youo finally take the time to get to know them  and help them with their homework and see how much trouble that i have  maybe you wont call me a liar anymore and just maybe you wont be so quick  to judge me or critisize me for everything. It would be nice if you could  give me the benefit of doubt and start looking at me as your equal and not  some stranger that just moved in as you said your self this is the year  2003 i am not a bad person and i am growing everyday, i dont lie about  anything, especially things you have accused me of like messing with your  phone, i never touched your phone, your always at her house why dont you  ask her, and as far as this house goes i dont break things around here for  the fun of it i told you how the door jam got broke, i will go take a lie  detector test if you dont believe me. This house means the world to me just  like you and the kids and our family.

 

 ----Original Message-----

From: David Prather [mailto:davidp@ccitechnology.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:20 AM

To: 'serickso@tampabay.rr.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  Morning to you too, I will work on a reply later when I have time.  I have to get data out now.  

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Tuesday, April 29, 2003 3:41 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

 i guess you are still busy huh?   

 

APRIL 30, 2003

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 30, 2003 8:54 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

Importance: High

  maybe you could find time to answer my e-mail this morning, if it wouldnt  be too much trouble. Thank you.  Also i am not going to quit my job until i  find another one, i was just saying how boring it was.

1. It seems like the more time you spend with her the more you hate me, You  say you want to be able to look at me like you use to but how can you do  that when you never want to be around me.

2. You being here does matter to me.

3. As far as me going to work, i will be going to work everyday, they are  the ones who

 Sent me home today i did not ask if i could go home.

4. As far as me missing school, i have only missed 3 days one of those days  was because of the dentist, the other two is because of us. I have went to  school all the rest of the time and i passed my class with a high B and i  am very proud of myself for that, like i told you yesterday i am not  quiting school, this is something i wanted for myself, also i wanted it so  that you couldnt look at me or treat me like i was some stupid little kid  that is not good enough or smart enough for you. School is very important  to me.

5. You and the kids are very important to me also you are my whole life and  if i have to fight for my family and for the man i am deeply in love with  than that is what i am going to do and if it takes me the next year to do  that and to prove that we belong together then that is what i will do. 6.As far as me picking up after my self i have been doing that for the last  year, there has not been one night that you have come home and this house  has not been clean, there is never any laundry laying around, there is  never a dirty dish in the sink, hell there isnt even a speck of dust, and  the toilets are so clean that you can eat out of them. And as far as that  goes i clean up the dishes after you guys, you guys dont even know how to  put soap in the dish washer. 7.As far as the kids go i dont use violence anymore infact Saturday is the  first time i have spanked them in along time and far as yelling at them  that goes both ways atleast i dont call them little assholes to their faces  i may say it to myself but i dont say that to them, because i know what it  does to a little kid, i grew up with that everyday of my life with my mom  and dad telling me that i was worthless and would never amount to anything,  and then you pretty much as told me that i was worthless also, so i would  never do that to my kids, they are two of the most brightest kids i know. 

Bad things with you:  1. Maybe you dont or atleast you say you dont love me right now, but that  doesnt mean one minute you can be so cold to me and the next not. I show my  love for you no matter how angry i am at you.

2. When i ask you to stay home with me you dont need to act like it is a  curse on you, You think that your sex is more important than anything else  in the whole world and it is not. and either is she. and no matter what you  say about her i did not lie about what she said on the phone and i will not  let her or anyone else ever hurt our kids again. I have nothing to gain by  lying to you or making stuff up. 3

. And as far as the kids homework goes, yes some days i have time to help  them with their homework, but some days i dont because i have my own home  work to do so it is not going to kill you to help them. And now with me  starting work and not getting home until 4:30 i will only have about 45  minutes with them if that depending on traffic so that is not the only  thing that i want to spend my 45 minutes doing with them. You know they are  your kids too, and maybe if youo finally take the time to get to know them  and help them with their homework and see how much trouble that i have  maybe you wont call me a liar anymore and just maybe you wont be so quick  to judge me or critisize me for everything. It would be nice if you could  give me the benefit of doubt and start looking at me as your equal and not  some stranger that just moved in as you said your self this is the year  2003 i am not a bad person and i am growing everyday, i dont lie about  anything, especially things you have accused me of like messing with your  phone, i never touched your phone, your always at her house why dont you  ask her, and as far as this house goes i dont break things around here for  the fun of it i told you how the door jam got broke, i will go take a lie  detector test if you dont believe me. This house means the world to me just  like you and the kids and our family.   

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 30, 2003 11:20 AM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

    Thank you for being so polite to me on the telephone a little while ago,  and thank you for your opinion, i should be able to get all the stuff  tomorrow so that i can start studying so i can start work in a coulpe of  weeks. It will be a good job. And i know you will be proud of me.  - 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: Stacy Erickson [mailto:serickso@tampabay.rr.com]

Sent: Wednesday, April 30, 2003 3:04 PM

To: 'davidp@ccitechnology.com'

Subject: RE: Please

  i just wanted to let you know that i was not trying to interrupt your work,  i was just wondering if you were ever going to reply to my e-mail, so i am  sorry if it feels like i am intruding on your job because that is not the  case at all ok?  Love Stacy